I have been thinking a lot this week. I know, totally unusual for me. But I've had quite a few light bulb moments.
I take a lot of things for granted. I mean overall, I am very thankful for the wonderful life I have. I appreciate the people in it. I try very hard to say thank you and to tell people I love them. But sometimes, I don't see what's right in front of my face, you know?
I'm one of those people who needs closure. And if I can't have that, then I want the last word. I know, I realize how annoying I am. I realized this week that I need to let some stuff go. I need to just get over it. I can't change other people. I can only change me.
Everything I have done in my life, every decision I have made or road I have taken, has brought me to this place. To where I am now. Instead of carrying with me all the wrongs that have been done to me, I need to be thankful for the outcome. I need to appreciate the things I have learned. I need to grow stronger from those moments of weakness.
The only thing keeping me from going forward is my resistance to move. I need to get over my fears. Drop the stuff weighing me down. Let go and just be free. Sure there will be hurdles along the way, but I have the ability to jump. And it gets easier the more you do it, right?
I guess I will just have to see. But I am ready. Ready for whatever comes my way. Ready to fly.