So how's it going? What's new? Did you have a nice weekend?
What? What is that you say? What is the giant elephant doing in the room? Where? I don't see it.... Oh yes, there he is. Hello big fella.
Um yeah, about that. That's called "Don't Talk Smack About April's Family Because She WILL Cut You." But anywho, it's over and I simply don't want to talk about it anymore. If you want the whole story, read Ubes' blog. I am moving on.
I learned a lesson this weekend. Ubes was right about opening the door to the past. So the door is now shut, locked and dead bolted. I went through my Facebook friends list and deleted several people with no explanation to them. Not because I don't like them. Not because I don't want to reconnect and catch up and see how well they are doing in life. I did it because I can't open myself up to the judgment anymore. I can't have people looking at my pictures and reading my status and comments from friends and thinking they can decide who I am based on these tiny snippets, these tiny fragments of my life. So if you are reading this and you are also a Facebook friend and you didn't get deleted, it's because you either know the real me, and I trust that you accept me for who I am and love me unconditionally. Lucky you! No need to thank me.
Just don't piss me off.
Relax, I am kidding.
Or am I??
Thanks to all of you who reached out and showed your support through your comments, Facebook messages, voice mails and texts. I am truly the luckiest girl in the world to have such amazing friends. I heart you, each and everyone of you!!